I'm not sure why, but I feel SUPER lonely today... I got plenty of sleep, been eating ok... Everything is normal. Maybe I seriously need to get my ass to Houston. Either that or just give up on that relationship... I dunno.
All I know is that it seems like today, all I can think about is eating... Trying to NOT do that, since I'm trying to lose weight and really have had plenty of food... Maybe I just need some ice cream? Wanted that for breakfast and it STILL sounds good.
I'm really wanting friends right now. Going out is no fun alone. I want my bf to pay me some attention today... Should I tell him? I want to hang out with someone, enjoy the sun while it lasts, be myself and just... live.
I kinda want to cry, ok more than "kinda"... I've been fighting off the urge to cry for a while now. I seriously don't know what to do right now. I want to go have a good time, but there are no good times to be had. I want to clean, but seriously don't feel like cleaning with this mood. If I felt a bit more perky I'd clean... But like this I feel like it's just a drag. I need to do it by Monday though. I work from 9am-5pm on Sunday, maybe I can clean after work? Maybe I'll feel better after going to work and getting out for a day. I HOPE the clients do something...
Tried calling that detective back (something happened at work), but he didn't answer the phone. Don't feel like calling Comcast to pay them right now. Waiting for books and a CD I ordered on AMAZON.COM. I <3 Amazon and Ebay! Overstock is good for some things too! Like, I got a mattress topper there (1 inch thick memory foam) and 2 memory foam pillows (WHICH I DO LOVE) for super cheap. The topper was $40 for queen size and the pillows were about $17 each, maybe $18, and are standard size, then shipping at overstock is only $3!
I will make a post for you guys about the books and CDs I got and ordered (got 2 CDs at a local pawn shop, so might as well include them).
Otherwise I'll be kinda bored and won't have a lot to do since I'm running out of things to read on MissTilaOMG.com and am just finding music to download in the background (IDK if I should share how I do that... if I do share, the place I snag from might catch on and block it! and I don't want that!) Soooo... I guess I will go make myself smell good, then do that book/CD (haul?) post... then... I dunno... anyway... CYA
~ Chrissy
Where Are We From?
Who I Am
- Daughter Of Lilith
- Texas, United States
- I am of a rare breed. I'm weird, quirky, fun, and an enigma of myself. It's difficult to get to know me, and I'm even more difficult to understand. If you want to know about me, I can't tell you. It's one of those things you've got to figure out for yourself, the hard way. And with me, it's harder than it is with most. Never take me at face value, never try to predict what I will do or say. If you do, there will come a time when I blow you away by acting outside of my norm, yet that really is completely normal for me. Even the people who really know me, understand me, and are closest to me get a shock on occasion because I do something they never saw coming and it seems like it came out of nowhere. So don't ask me what kind of a person I am, what I like to do, or any of the questions you traditionally ask someone as you get to know them. I may have an answer, but that answer only shows a single facet of the gem that is me. All I can tell you is that I am a truly good person with a heart of gold. Anyone who knows me will tell you that. But really, there is so much more to me than what you see.
I SO WANT ONE!
Mermaid tail from MerTailor (CLICK IMAGE)
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