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Sunday, October 9, 2011

Occupy Wall Street/Houston...?

Sunday, July 17, 2011

ABC - All About Me - TAG!

A- AVAILABLE: No
B- BIRTHDAY: July 26, 1990
C- CRUSHING ON: No one. I've never been one to have crushes.
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Coffee! Grande iced peppermint mocha from Starbucks.
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Rachel or Dan. Torn on this one.
F - FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT: The Death of Love by Cradle of Filth, I think. So hard to choose a favorite song, even just for the moment.
G - GIRL OR BOY: Girl.
H - HOMETOWN: Spokane, WA, in my opinion. But I spent quite a few of my childhood years in Portland, OR too, but at a younger age, so I'm not as familiar with it.
I - IN LOVE WITH: My boyfriend!
J - JUGGLE: HA! no.
K - KILLED SOMEONE: No.
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: I think the drive between Spokane, WA and Boise, ID.
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOUR: Depends on my mood. I think more than half of the time i'll go for something with Peanut butter and chocolate in it, though.
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 0 that I know. I know I have some half and at least one step, but none that are directly related to me.
O - ONE WISH: True freedom in the world. AKA I'll mind my business and you mind yours and we won't mind each other's. It's when you make your business mine (and vice versa) that I start to have problems.
P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: I think my boyfriend. Do video calls count? I don't really call people...
R - REASON TO SMILE: Being alive and loved. Without love, I'd have no reason to exist.
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: I can't remember, some random song on the radio, but I DO remember recently hearing Rolling In The Deep by Adele.
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 2pm.
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: Blue, atm. Preferably, none, but that's not all too possible right now.
V - VEGETABLE(S): Sweet potatoes, romaine lettuce, asparagus, squash... I like a lot of veggies!
W - WORST HABIT: Procrastination.
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD MOST RECENTLY: My teeth last year.
Y - YOU ARE: Tired of job-hunting. It's exhausting!
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Leo.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

10 Confessions

1. I am addicted to listening to audio books while I'm at work.


2. When I'm bored, I clean.


3. When I'm feeling down, I listen to music.


4. I hardly ever read books.


6. If I had a whole day to myself, I would read a book!


7. I'm addicted to youtube.com


8. I have an uncontrolable obsession with shoes and perfume!


9. I have never been over-seas. :(


10. I dream of finally figuring out what I want to do, and then doing it!

Friday, January 14, 2011

New Zodiac Sign: Ophiuchus

Okay, well to start I think it's a bit odd that they are adding a new zodiac sign and shifting every other sign out of whack, and I think it's kinda fucked up cause in doing this, they are fucking over MILLIONS of companies who provide any products and services related to, and focused on, astrology, for they are now VOID! That's billions of books that are never going to be bought, trillions of horoscopes that will never be read, all because they won't be accurate anymore. Newspapers etc are lucky because they can adapt the easiest to all of this, but it's even going to throw them off a bit. 


Now, I heard someone say that the change is only for those born after 2009, but I think that's total bullshit. We're a part of this world as it changes, and we change with it. So with that said, I'm quite happy to take on my new role of Cancer and give up my former sign of Leo, even if it IS a touch disheartening. There will always be a little bit of a Leo in me, per my natal chart. I've felt like a water sign was more accurate for me for years, now, so I'm glad to finally be able to say I was born under a Fire sign, but over time, have been changed to a Water sign, actually. I think we will always have been born under our original sign and should never forget that, but I think we should also take this change in stride and work WITH it rather than fight it (am I getting a little too freaky on you now?).


I'm going to compare a Leo horoscope/zodiac sign with a Cancer one and see which I think is most accurate. It may work out that I totally contradict what I have just said, and if that is the case, then so be it. SO here goes nothing... Oh, and for your reference, I'll be using psychicguild.com


As far as the Zodiac sign elements go, I very much feel more like a water personality than a Fire personality.
I also agree that my ruling planet is not the sun, but rather, the moon.
Also, I love moonstone, but don't even really know what peridot is, for the sign stones.
As for my life pursuit, I'm really not that much of a leader, to be honest. I CAN, but I don't necessarily enjoy it, but the Cancer life pursuit says "Constant reassurance and intimacy," and that is me to a T! Just ask my bf, I'm constantly looking for reassurance about things and love intimacy, and without those things, I can't really function effectively. 
I agree that I give off mood vibrations rather than a vibrant energy. Depending on my mood, it CAN be vibrant energy, but it's not always, I'm actually quite calm, most of the time, and don't often wear my heart on my sleeve. People seem to think I'm sad a lot more often than I actually am, though.
I have to say that the secret desires are both true, though. I both, secretly want to be a star (Leo) AND want to feel emotionally, spiritually, romantically and financially safe (Cancer). Usually, safety takes priority.


Now, into the description. I'm going to copy/paste bits of it, one paragraph at a time, and label which zodiac sign each bit is from, then tell you how I feel about each and just go from there in, what I hope will be, an organized and easy-to-read fashion.


LEO
Love triumphs over all for this sign, which is ruled by the heart and operates from this dimension too. Leo's are born fortunate. Charismatic and positive-thinking they attract not only an abundance of friends and opportunities, but manage to survive life's stormy times with style and good humour. 


Yes, love is important to me, but I will give it up if something doesn't seem right about it, or if I don't feel 100% safe in it, as I said I agree entirely with for Cancer above. I'm not sure about being born fortunate, I'm rather rarely a positive thinker and often have to consciously change the way I word things and say things to myself to make things seem more positive in hopes of making myself believe it. As of an abundance of friends and opportunities, I'm thinking, not so much. I am very picky about my friends and don't let many people into my world and heart. However, the part about surviving life's stormy times with style and good humor, I do agree with. I find something to learn from in every experience I go through, especially the hardest times. I usually manage to keep my chin up about things and keep on going even when things look to be only getting worse. 


CANCER
Those born under the sign of Cancer, ruled by the mysterious Moon, are one of the zodiac's enigmas. It is fair to say that most Cancers are a bundle of contradictions. Compassionate and caring with friends, family and lovers, yet they can cut to the bone with their jealous remarks and ever-changing moods. Endearingly eccentric on one hand, and on the other, insecure about how others see them. Like their astrological symbol - the Crab - Cancers can appear hard and insensitive on the outside. However, for those of us who know and love a "Moon Child", we understand that deep below lies a softness and sensitivity that makes them so very special.


As I said above, I DO feel like the Moon is my true ruling "planet." This goes back to the spiritual side of me, to be honest. I'm not going to get into details about that here, though. Maybe another post, if it's desired. I am, indeed, a bundle of contradictions, and if you try to say I'm not, I can show you at least 5 ways in which I am. Ha! It caught me! I can be very cruel sometimes, with those I know, not usually jealousy, for I'm not a jealous person, but when I get upset and know a person well enough, I am capable of saying things specifically targeted to hit someone's  weak points, and yes, even, "cut to the bone," and I'm willing to admit, that I have done it to those closest to my heart, even. But usually I am very compassionate and caring with those I love. All I have to say about the next part is, WOW, once again, it is me to a T! I'm eccentric (in the right conditions, but I am insecure about how others see me, indeed (just ask my bf, once again). This doesn't mean I'm insecure about how I look or act, just how others see me. I often put on a bit of a mask when out in public and act like any "normal" well-behaved girl. I refuse to give people any more reasons to judge me than they already have. The next sentence goes into that a bit more. I put up a hard exterior to start, but if you can get past that (which can't be rushed), you will find I'm really a soft, good-hearted, mushy girl (or, soft and sensitive, as they put it).


LEO
Once a Lion is committed to a relationship, they are totally devoted and faithful. Should their heart or trust be broken they never forgive or forget. When a relationship breaks down (even a long standing one) they can disappear into the sunset without a backward look. Leos can cut ties, and leave others heartbroken, but usually there is a good reason why they have broken a tryst. For a Leo, when a relationship is over, really over, it is over for good. 


I'm not going to lie, this isn't always true for me. I wish it were, but it's not, however, I'm 100% committed right now, so don't get any ideas or they'll just be shot down. I am not a non-forgiver. I may not forget, but I will always forgive, at least once, in MOST cases, not all. It depends on the severity of the situation. Omg, I'm SO not the type who can just move on without looking back. It can take me MONTHS to move on! I can cut ties etc for good reasons, like it says, though, but I don't really believe relationships can't happen again. People change over time, maybe as teens it won't work, but as you grow into adulthood and change, perhaps it can.


CANCER
Just as the Moon goes through many changes as it moves from its new to full phases, Cancers too go through many new and full phases of experience. Life doesn't stand still for this sign, even if they remain in one place, because they live so much in their internal oceans of emotions. Their link with the Moon often makes it impossible for them to operate on an even keel from day to day. Up and down like the proverbial yo-yo, most Cancerians feel one way one minute, then sometimes totally different the next. But this characteristic is part of their charm. 


Ok, first part is definitely true, but I think all people are like that to some extent. I guess SOME never really change much, but I really do think we all have our cycles of change. Second part, also very true. I have enough going on nearly all the time, that I don't need much external stimuli, because I can get plenty of it all by myself. I think this is why I'm a bit of a hermit, in some ways. I can only handle so much of other people before it becomes too overwhelming and over-bearing. Ok, this whole paragraph is, pretty much, just about that, so I'm going to have to say, I agree that I am like that 95% of the time. lol


LEO
There are three levels of soul-evolution of the Leos. The highest is represented by the Sphinx; wise beyond their years and great teachers to others. The second is the Lion, King of the Jungle, ruled by ego but always protective and sustaining of those they love. The last is the Lion Cub, immature and undeveloped, frightened by anything new. These Leos cling to others (in the mode of the child not wanting to leave its mother's side).) They can't bear to be alone. 


I'm not going to object to thinking that I am wise beyond my years. I don't mean to sound snobby, but my bf even agrees with me and many people think I am older than I really am, so it's not just me. I don't know about the ego part, I think maybe yes and no, but I'm not too sure. I know sometimes I can be into my ego, but I'm not all that egotistical. However, I am, as it says, protective and sustaining of those I love. My closest friends know this all too well. You got a problem? I'll be there. Need a helping hand? Call on me. I'll do what I can without getting TOO deep into trouble, but I'll definitely be there for my best, closest friends and I'll protect them in any way I can. I kinda feel like a guy when they defend their women, when they get all puffy chested lol. That may juts be in cartoons, but that's kinda how I get. I disagree that I can't bear to be alone, cause I definitely NEED my alone time. But, in ways, I am kinda clingy and habitual, but at the same time, I don't mind trying new things when I'm in the mood for it. I know I can be immature and underdeveloped in ways. It's something I have suffered with for a long time, in my brain. I've noticed, upon thinking back, that I didn't always think things through and often times feel like my brain, specifically the social interaction part, didn't develop at quite the same rate as everyone else. Even now, I still wonder if I'm up to par.


CANCER
Love and romance matter more than anything else to this sign (but this occasionally shares first place with having lots of money in the bank). No other sign romances better, equally though, no sign takes it so badly when romance turns sour either. But with their changeable natures Cancerians are fascinating, mysterious, stimulating and extremely alluring. This sign is one of the most magic of all and once their magic has reached you, they are the most beguiling companions. After all, isn't the Moon the most talked about and romantic galactic identity?


HA! Yeah, pretty true, I've got to say. Though, I'm not money-crazed, I do like having money to spend. I can take it pretty badly when romance turns sour, that's for sure. Not too sure about the rest. I think that's something you'll have to ask someone like my bf or best friend, someone who knows me REALLY well. I like to think I'm all of these things, but who really ever can tell what other people see in them (back to that one, huh, lol).


LEO
No matter what level they have attained, all Leos are trendsetters, leaders and adventurers. Their weakness is their pride. This is one sign where the saying "flattery will get you everything" applies, but be warned criticism will slam the relationship door right in your face.


I'm not a trendsetter and I'm not a leader. Maybe an adventurer, but 1 out of 3 isn't enough, in my opinion, to make me a Leo. Yes, I do have pride, but I don't think of it as a weakness, because of the more Cancerian part of me, it tends to keep my insecurities from eating me alive. With me, flattery will NOT get you everything, and criticism, if delivered tactfully, will NOT get the door slammed in your face. 


LEO
If you were born on the first or last day of a Sun sign, in astrological terms you were born on a cusp. If that's the case, you will probably benefit from reading your own Sun sign and the Sun sign that ends or begins right before or after your date of birth. For example, if your birth date is 22 December, your Sun sign is Capricorn, but you probably have some Sagittarian traits as well.


I wasn't born on the first day, moreso, the third in the pre-2011 Zodiac. So, no worries here. 


CANCER
If you were born on the first or last day of a Sun sign, in astrological terms you were born on a cusp. If that's the case, you will probably benefit from reading your own Sun sign and the Sun sign that ends or begins right before or after your date of birth. For example, if your birth date is 22 December, your Sun sign is Capricorn, but you probably have some Sagittarian traits as well.


Again, not born on the first day (which is now the 21st), so no worries. Birthday is July 26. 


Thank you for reading this far. I hope all of you can come to terms with the changes in this world and know and love yourselves, regardless of who anyone says you are. 


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